sorry for not updating for the past few days .
:/
had dance today .
much better than Monday though .
(:
met up with Sherls, Brenda, Sharmeel & Binbin for lunch @ Macs .
talked for awhile then headed to school .
after dance , cabbed home with Brenda .
cause , Brenda wants to meet her darling Boyf. @ AMKHub laah !
Rofl !
last long with tht guy alrightsxz?
(:
reached home , & was reflecting on what had really happened during the hols .
realised I've been rather childish ,
& I've actually disappointed my mother ,
behind her back .
even though i thought i had do what i thought was right.
Im not sure whether i should stop this or not ,
but after what Best.f told me their story ,
Im starting to have doubts .
I'm totally contradicting myself ,
& I wonder if I am hurting people around me .
I'm not even sure how I'm feeling ,
& if i am brave enough to say it out loud ,
I wonder if I would regret .
I guess all these are short-lived happiness ?
nothing seems to last really well .
I guess I do not treasure the things which I got after a hard time .
or maybe , my common sense worked much later for me to realise .
Sometimes , I wonder if I will regret after every actions i made.
I'm not sure what to do next , I'm afraid of hurting people .
Someone teach me , teach me anything to get me out of this shit .
I'm screwing my life up , again .
wonder how some people live their lives without thinking .
-sigh- , help.
having cheer & meeting up with pri.mates tmr.
hope things could make me feel better .
oh well , think the postive way !
:D
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