wear me down

"Would you believe what you see, or accept what you think?"
Mm.

You said you would care, funny how you contradict this sentence with your actions.
I know I shouldn't ask for so much, seeing how indifferent I've become.
You had ask me why, but I couldn't answer cause I have no idea what is going on in me either.
What do you expect me to say? If I know what exactly is going on, I wouldn't need you here with me.

And if you ever realise, if things were so easily solve, then people won't be suffering from depression.

And I won't be here holding a grudge on the same unknown reason for so long.

Whatever it is, from now on, I won't set my hopes too high, I won't expect too much from anyone, I will try to go back to the old me, I will be more careful in whom I trust and I will do my best to solve whats going on in my head.

I will shut up and not make comments, I will be fair, and I hope all these makes you and me a little happier.

Sometimes, when you expect that someone to be different, they turn out to be the same at the very end.
Sigh.

Given up.